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[officemonkey]

I have the worst time letting go of my words. I think things over five times before the first word hits paper. It's painful. It hurts almost as much keeping them in as it does to try and work around this stupid block. Working on silencing the "you suck" voice on loop in my head. Just let go, silly. Sounds easy, huh? Yeah, not nearly as much as it sounds. gaaahhhhh. Get my words out - lolololol - this is really gonna hurt.